"As an artist gives birth to art, he was molding a new version of me..."

Note to Steve:  

I am so glad I took a chance on you. Back in Winter when I came across your ad, I wasn’t entirely sure what you were offering but something intrigued me.  Something in how you were portraying yourself.  You set yourself apart.  You already knew what I was looking for and I wasn’t sure how I was going to find it. When I met you on zoom at the beginning of the year, that was when you sold it to me.  What you offered.  I cried because you (your services, skills) were what I was looking for. 

And after our first few sessions, I was struck by your kindness and compassion. But even more  by your intuitiveness and though I sometimes have difficulty with the concept of channeling, I don’t doubt it with you. The experience is difficult to describe but you do change over.  Talking with you over dinner, while you are teaching Reiki, even more so in the few minutes before the sessions start, you are different from yourself in session.  You switch into someone, something different.  Even your eyes, which are both beautiful, angelic, devious but also otherworldly, change color and look so different.

I feel I have grown in so many ways, let go of so much, and look at myself differently.

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I last worked with Steve when I flew to Denver to see him in February. Those two sessions were my introduction to his otherworldly work, and I wrote a review right after (see Feb Review) describing them that way - and it was no exaggeration. Shortly after, seeing the level of benefit I gained from just those 90-minute sessions, I worked with Steve to plan and book a follow-up for late April (last week).

It is about those that I write now. As part of the three days, we planned a pre-session dinner meet-up the day before—a get-to-know-you session where we met to catch up, talk about our individual journeys, and build familiarity on a personal, human level. If you are a current client and have never arranged this with Steve, I highly recommend it—especially if you want to dive deeper and build a stronger connection. It is deeply intimate and helps build a rapport that enhances the erotic/tantric work with Steve later.

As for the tantric work, it was split into two days per our arrangement, and in this instance, each was 2 hours long. The first day was the tantric bodywork session. This was where we were heading with the previous experiences back in February, but there was so much groundwork to do that we didn’t touch on it—there was simply too much foundational work needed. But this session—this was the goal.

To say Steve is intuitive is an understatement. He is reading the situation as if connected to something higher, as he says—channeling something bigger, greater, more profound—and tapping into what is needed. And you don’t doubt it when you are in the moment with him. He has an intrinsic ability that goes beyond sensual touch; it is healing at an erotic/tantric level. I would have never guessed healing could exist at that level, but I stand here as witness to it—and have been positively impacted by it.

Steve taps into an energy that is otherworldly, and the results are intensely tangible. A mix of rhythm, softness, intensity, chaos, firmness, and intention. It was a wild ride of senses and sensations, hugely shifting in its energetic motion. I joked with him, describing the experiences so far as buying a house. The first two experiences back in February were like driving by a house, showing interest, peeking through the windows—maybe even walking into an open house. The tantric bodywork this time was like buying the house and, upon entering, discovering it had a whole secret wing. But that was nothing compared to the second day this time around. That was like relocating the house to another planet.

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The second day was a version of his sacred submission session—a last-minute change to the original plan because I wanted to explore something that had piqued my interest about myself.

Steve and I had talked about it during the Zoom prep session leading up to this visit, and again over dinner. Before I go on, I want to set the expectation that I don’t consider myself a sub in any sense of the word—but I’m discovering that I do enjoy elements of pain and choreographed aggression.

I felt like Steve really heard me. He explained that the medicine that comes through in these sacred submission sessions pulls from a dom/sub dynamic. For him, it’s an access point—a tool to transmit a version of the medicine available at this level of intensity. I reiterated my concern about not having the temperament for submission, but shared that I was willing to do my best to step into that role to access this level of work. We made a few adjustments and began the session—and let me tell you, holy fuck am I glad I went for it.

This session was a completely different dimension for me. He pushed me, the medicine moved me, and the energetic shift was far more transformative than the sessions before.

He challenged me and held me to a level of expectation that broke through insecurities, reservations, personal perceptions, shame, and self-loathing I didn’t even realize were possible to move through. He kept me to task. He broke me down—not in a cruel way, but like a coach or teacher guiding a student toward something important—by believing in a higher version of me and pushing me toward it. A version rooted in deeper acceptance, but even more so, freedom and letting go.

It became about embracing myself, trusting the process, and more importantly, submitting to his vision for me. I’m not sure if that’s the perfect way to describe it, but it’s the closest I can get to capturing what unfolds in this kind of session.

During it, I let go. I shed my hangups more than I ever have - without any mind-altering substances. I had always thought dom/sub dynamics were centered around the needs of the dom. But what I realized afterward is that it’s much more symbiotic - the sub is nurtured through reward and conditioning. There was sensuality, pain, demand, expectation, and soft reward - all guided by a single intention: molding me into a better version of myself.

Want, desire, sensuality, limits, endurance, vitality - all of it played a role.

As an artist gives birth to art, he was molding a new version of me. He broke through my challenges, self-perceptions, and weaknesses because he saw something beneath the surface—a freer version of myself, unencumbered by shame and self-denial. When I came through the other side—after the sensual pain, restraint, and the uninhibited pushing of my senses to their limits at an intensity I never could have imagined—there I was, transformed, maybe even transmuted into someone who had looked behind the curtain and discovered something deeply beautiful: sensual freedom and a desire unfettered.

The marks of this session still hang on my flesh, not as wounds, but rather badges, marks of pride.  They bear witness to something larger that transpired, akin to meeting oneself for the first time. 

A session with Steve is not about a quickie or some cheap parlor dalliance.  It is an investment in something bigger, and I will say it again, immeasurably profound.

I have had four sessions now…Each of them was different and met me where I was in the moment, nothing rehearsed, nothing repetitive. He created an experience that was unique for me, and what I needed right then and there.

If you have been on the fence or not entirely clear on what Steve offers, take a chance, and take advantage of his medicine, you will neither regret nor believe the levels you will reach under his curated care.